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The eulogy of
Dr Rich McLean / Barran Dodger

he wasn't crazy - society was crazy

Eulogy of a dead man walking. 1973 - 2021 / 2021 - 2023.

He was fatally flawed when he was fucked with, fucked, fucked up, screamed fuck you and fucked off after a fucking adventure you won't fucking forget. Without food medicine a home human rights an advocate, money, or community a person will die. You have one chance to fucking save him in 2023. Sorry you all fucked it up.

 

He was fifty fucking years old.

He didn't die of mental illness - thats a cop out

he died because he was forsaken and misunderstood and the world vilified him for apparent mental illness but victimised him in every possible way that was systemic and is was political

Its confirmed a conspiracy to pervert the course of justice was and did occur

But everyone knew it - and still no one acted

Thanks Tash for trying but it was futile

You all witnessed this movement of oppression how his finances were redacted systemically and politically and with malicious intention and a conscious will to cause harm

...and because you all allowed that to happen is also the reason why he's now dead

This should have been a matter for the high court

But how are you going to get there when your own mum wont listen and the Australian Human Rights Commission just shut you down by not acknowledging any single human rights injustice you have begged them to intervene on

hang on...dont they protect human rights?

 

Rabi the boss of free living Australia, did not even sign off on it - thats how forsaken I am. he is supposed to be a CARER but sadly all of my CARERS are also my ABUSERS. He would know not to be embroiled with me - he was the ambassador of turkey and he knows politics. He did not want to be seen to be defending me or even that he was dirtying his hands with my business. He was fearful of repercussion on his business and that was the insight he had. He told me he could get fired. Fired for what? Reporting a human rights abuse of a client you care for? Wouldn't you be in more trouble if you DIDN'T report a human rights abuse? I was desperately trying to get someone to be in my corner and acknowledge the human rights abuse and cops. But hey don't judge his so bad - every one of you cunts were the same. You're all still sucking Steve Iasonidis cock. Like many others he has money and could have lent me fifty busk until I get justice, but he doesn't want to get in trouble. Guess what buddy - you're in trouble now! Every single person in my life knew I was together with Steve. I have been screaming from the rooftops my systemic and political injustice. You all knew it. You all knew I killed myself from the exact same abuse that is still occurring 2.5 years later. You all know that. I can't get it through my head that not one person on this earth has my back. Except Tash - but he is paid to do that - and it's his job to. he would not be completing his role if he DIDN'T. So - here he is reporting everything that everyone already knew:
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I must have foreseen my own life - every cunt looking at me as a central figure where everyone can see me but somehow insulated from any meaningful contact and no fucks were given. I am now aware that I have actually died an infamous scapegoat like Edgar Allen Poe. 

Its too late to help me now

 

If you're reading this then I am dead.

It was not madness that killed me

It was society and its heartless public officials and lawyers and politicians who are paid massive sums of money to tow the party line of their financial tyrannical overlords

I love all people.

My opinion on you all though is you're judgemental

I died alone in a hotel room away from my beautiful dog Crystal I did not want her to bear witness to my body

I have no remorse in leaving a world that does not respect the rule of law or a world full of privileged people who could easily act to create meaningful change and justice for me but didn't out found a reason not to

My one true regret is leaving crystal the first time I died

My only sin is leaving my dog and it hurts so bad

But I am never ever going to win; I am opposed by a cast of thousands and these individuals are clever and have massive amounts of power and prosperity and resources and influence

I didn't muck around with a cry for help you've all had that for years and no one did

In fact only the barest minimum of assistance was ever made for me - a DSP

Don't rely on hope either

I have as much chance you reading this as I did to win my workcover case that was shepherded by WorkSafe and sent to comcare and rejected by Paul Fowler who was the old boss at Worksafe (where I was then banned from). Only to be opposed at the AAT by a Government that already said 'no work cover for you' and then defended by a high ranking Government lawyer - a specialist in the SRC act in Kate Watson, who then went ahead and colluded with member Furnell, and denied me a public hearing then acted outside both their remits as a lawyer and a public official to keep going when they knew I had no legal representative and that I was a scapegoat. Me not having legal representation or access to the law or equality before it goes against the charter of human rights of a person with a disability that Australia is a signatory to and that underpins all laws ethically in this country. Of course they knew I would lose. Of course the dice were loaded the books were cooked, and it was unbalanced inequitable unfair in that they had a massive advantage. Of course the charter was willingly broken. Of course that beyond that I am an infamous scapegoat having lost 1.5 million at AHRC who now are proven to have done that on purpose on account of they have rejected my complaint on human rights abuses. Of course they knew that I had been delayed deferred and denied justice at the AAT whereby I lost millions of dollars only then to be banned from even contacting them. Of course that is an unreasonably terrible thing to occur to a financially marginalised homeless person who had already killed himself from extreme financial abuse and of course they knew I had a brain impairment from the tragedy. How's the steak, Tim Gos? Is the caviar nice Liz Lindsberg? Before you can say CDDC scheme for detriment caused by australian statutory authorities finances simon Birmingham has already rejected me and I didn't even receive a gracias payment for a brain damaged mentally ill man to be able to afford a roof over his head. My work cover ruling was cooked from the top. I had even told michaelia cash in 2021 to intervene at the AAT because I had lost in so many other places in her portfolio. I explicitly pointed it out and rightly predicted that I would fail. I asked not to be sent to a help line or mental health services and meaningfully engage in what it was - profound systemic corruption. But she sent me to the SANE helpline. ...and thats it. No matter what I do - I am vilified for mental illness.

I am not insane the has been happening to me

Im not insane no one cares (re: Mum 'We've always been there for you!' How is it I've lived on the street then with no rights no justice and so so many bad things had happened to me without intervention complaint or recourse?' 

I mean minutes after you were all alerted to this page

I hotboxed myself on heroin and that is it

I did not want my body to be carted off in a box and burnt like they did for my best mate Wez

because I've proven how little you all care about me

So have taken it upon myself to have the final say in how you remember me

and let you all know what I think about being a scapegoat and the most hated man in the southern hemisphere - and what I think of the lot of you.

Because: 'That is within my remit!'

 

 

wow what a ride

you may ask yourself:

'where were his family?

'where was the mental health system?'

'where were his friends?'

but I ask of you

'where were you?

did you take an action that delayed denied deferred my prosperity

or eroded my human rights and dignity

did you allow a stupendous battle all alone

without help from any lawyer anywhere anytime

did you ask him his story - which he shared

then used it against him?'

 

 

 

I lived a life lonely

 

With no equality to or access to the law

 

Ive had to beg for food

 

You all watched me as I became homeless

That was gut wrenching to be rejected into a homeless shelter

By hospital that had just overseen the destruction of everything you own

And denied liability for a brain injury that you have

That was acquired whilst they were caring for you

you all knew it and you all let them cover it up

 

Thats how little you all care for me

I'm looking down the barrel of homelessness again

I don't have enough food or medicine

 

My friends have forsaken me

My family have forsaken me

I have been victimised to oblivion death then forsaken and and beyond

I even died and then revived by being accidentally found

But there were no tears

Just victim blaming

without taking any responsibility

especially for a mental health system that only sees through the lens of mental health to thew exclusion of all other factors and is actually an abuser for that very reason because I am more than a mental illness 

then to have the system all band together and cover up the tragedy which I was needlessly revived and for which I have a brain impairment

I'm looking at you hcc, mccc, The police, IBAC, The Ombudsman, AHPRA, NHPOPC, The Vic Ombudsman Ben CalderI can't fight the world... its amazing I have survived even for this long being gaslit by thousands of officials who create ever more creative ways in order to escape responsibility or deny me justice when I was begging for help

You sho

There is a conspiracy to pervert the course of justice

Ive proven it

 

Tash my NDIS worker has witnessed it and acknowledged it an reported it

Its not in my head - it's real

Its entrenched every inch of my life

It goes right up to the Office of prime Minister and Cabinet who refuse my FOI.

Ive had a cognitive brain impairment since Feb 21 when I suicided

They revived me - arseholes - then they covered it up systemically and politically

Everyone knows I am maimed

 

No one cares for me

I've spent a lot of time alone since then and when you're alone its because no one wants you around

I don't feel bad about leaving a world in which no one cares or will stick up for what's right and what is just and what is fair

The old adage of 'Goodbye cruel world' holds - not because I am dramatic or crazy

Its because I've literally proven that no one would defend me even if I was oppressed to death

Not one person

I've never pretended to be perfect

But that is cruel

Do you know how insane that is

It was up to me to defend that I had been persecuted to death

And protest my right to be alive

 

Vilified for being delusional when I am a Dr of philosophy having proven critical thought

Its true that no one likes a smart cunt

Once I got my PhD I was proud but it gave people a reason to reject me in the hope they would cause me harm

And lets be fair

 

I've asked for help

I have a YouTube channel protesting my treatment

For the world to see

None came

You don't need a Youtube channel to protest your rights

When you have a friend or a family member to confide in

But I have none

It was not sufficient assistance that I get one issue over the line

In order to get me my just equitable and fair compensation

My finances were systemically and politically redacted from me

this was intentional

it was malicious

and it was conscious

and it came just not from one person

but from many

they went to great lengths to delay defer and deny my right for just compensation

and prosperity that was mine

but as was with everyone who decided on my fate

the books were already cooked

and the dice were loaded

The problem was systemic and it was because I was a person of interest and a targeted individual from the Government

1. I had a public profile of someone with 'schizophrenia'

2. My former partner who was a vindictive and malicious sociopath worked for ASIO the secret service

3. I used to work in a public role at The Age and the herald sun

I might add 4: I have emailed everyone there is to email about the redaction of my prosperity and my lack of access to the law and now I am infamous

'Not within our remit'

'I don't know a lawyer'

'I don't have any money'

'Thats not what we do'

Or a reason is found to gaslight you and not take responsibility

for the damage

that they actually meant for you

You've all intended harm for me:

You action and enact harm by allowing a human being to be abused.

By allowing them to exist with no equity or fairness and deny all accountability 

and by having no compassion or kindness

Sure enough, its not Steve Iasonidis who killed me, or Tim Gos, or Liz Lindsberg, or my mum, or John Boyle or mat Vonarx, or the Attorney General or Bill Shorten, or my mum or a support worker or Linda from dandenong mental health or Ashling kelly from ndis or one of hundreds of lawyer ive tried to contact or carmine Caputo or Erica Wagner or SANE Australia or AFCA or AHRC or Mark Dreyfus or The primeMinister or Suzy Ure or Tim Logan or a shag or a person on the street

But the world was well aware of my troubles

and you all had a chance to intervene meaningfully

wasn't my sister Jodie Bongetti - she abandoned me

wasn't my brother brad mclean - he abandoned me

wasn't my dad who has zero patience - sad I'm a lot like him

wasn't my mum she said of my suicide attempt 'you got over that!'

I was so furious

Its like they all dont want me to be happy

like they will do anything in order to NOT let me have my just compensations

I offered my brother fifty grand just to get me a lawyer for a settlement with Steve 

and he didn't. 

I begged him because I could not get one anywhere

it perked my interest why he would NOT help me

I should have known back in 2003 when the herald sun published 

:'MY DESCENT INTO MADNESS - How schizophrenia stole Richard Mclean's mind.'

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I was foolish that judgemental people would not take advantage of my brave narrative

and in that was I was totally innocent

how can you survive such a character assassination?

I was fine - I was living a good life as a week respected news graphics artist and illustrator

of course it was wrongful termination that much is obvious

from this new public profile

and thats how powerful people collude in order to bring you down

but the wool was pulled over my eyes

I had a human rights award from VHREOC

but they were instrumental then in NOT sticking up for me

when I was wrongfully terminated

anyway you dont want a life story just the facts

my work cover meeting  that was upheld to be rejected by comcare at the cat was cooked

the dice were loaded

the Government already said no then they had a government appointed lawyer to defend them against me - who everyone knew had no lawyer

and who made the decision?

thats right another government department

I had already been banned from afca and lost 1.5 million at the AHRC and rejected at comcare and I protested to michaelia cash in 2021 or 2 that this AAT gig was also corrupt

she wrote back saying go to the SANE helpline

the attorney general knew of my troubles and he refused to acknowledge me

even the prime ministers office knew about it when he rejected to help me

can I say with clarity that ASIO knew I was being exploited by Steve Iasonidis because they were right across all of it

I should not have been so stupid

The OPMC and The tax office and Centrelink and ASIC and even AGIS who investigate ASIO refused to investigate actions of another corrupt public official

the commonwealth ombudsman has rejected my public interest disclosure and now stated they will not respond to any more of my letters protesting anything

thats how you know its cooked from the top

and that there IS a conspiracy

and that you will never get justice or a fair tribunal or court as long as you live

because they all protect Steve iasonidis

hell all my friends protected him too

after we split everyone disappeared and no one came to my aid

move on they said

but as demonstrated how do you move on equitably and fairly when the dice are loaded and you'll never get anything in your life

even my own family protected him in the wilful neglect of my rights

it was not just that the world ignored me

it was a pointed and intentional neglect

some will say mental illness killed me

it wasn't

I am coping fine with my mental illness

it is that you all turned your back and I repeat

this was a systemic and pointed neglect from all friends and family

and all government departments

and all organisations that I spoke with

how stupid I was in my naiivety

to think I was not being used and exploited and judged by lesser people

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